Poetic Love's Poetry Corner Love Poem, Running

For so long all I wanted was you back like I had you before
For so long I've been spending my life trying to win you back
Now my chance is here and all I want to do is run
Because when I lost you I found my fears
Of getting close again, of pain
Of trusting somebody again
You said you've given up on her
And I see we're spending more time together
I'm not going to stop trying
But how can I be there for you if I'm running from you
I know what you need
I know I could be that if I found the strength
But I'm weak and I'm scared
The fear won't let me open the door
It won't let me open up to you
The thought of getting close to you again
Fills me with a desperate need to get away
I wish I didn't feel that way
I'm scared I won't be able to give you my all
And that if you can't have my all
You won't want anything at all
Can I be everything you want and need
Strong enough to make you happy
To make it better than before
Or will I fail you again?
You're all I want and all I need to be happy again
But I'm scared I won't be good enough
Should I run away, or back to you?
This is what I've wanted, all I've wanted
So why am I running?